haiz i am so sway..
yesterday kena counselling form again..
and now today kena scolding..
i'm tired really tired..
nursing is definitely not my line..
i miss kak i realli do..
i dun care.. i will still call you kak even if u hate me, scold me, despise me
i WILL call u kak, bcuz u are...
now what the hell am i going to do i'm already on e blacklist.
if i end up seeing the section head, i'll be so~~ dead. and fail.
i juz want to end it..end this course so i can think of what i am going to do for my
future. but e truth is i just want to stay at home and juz live life like a lazy pig..
cuz i realii dun knw what i want to do..chef?haiz..
i am so~ hopeless.
i reali feel like ending this life of mine..cuz right now i can no longer handle it.
actuali i wanted to be a voice actor? go japan and maybe bcome a voice actor?
i realli want to go to japan and enjoy life there.
till i breath my final breath i guess.
so now how??well should continue living for now..
i want someone to truly understand me inside and outside my heart..
tell them my biggest secret, share my pain, happiness, sadness everything..
sounds like a relationship right? well is possible i realli want one...
okay thats it bye..
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