Every moment, every minute, every second..
my heart is just full of miseries.
this pain inside me, can never be heal by anything or anyone
the scars that it was left behind was too great for me to handle.
looking back lets me down, but looking forward just make me want to kill myself
ending all this sadness and misery. Today was the day that breaks me down to my knees...
all this pain just make my tears rolls down on my face even while typing all this the tears just won't stop coming down. The day of forgiving and happiness is coming near. but it seems
it won't be the greatest day..ending my life is all that I can think of..my existence here has no meaning or purpose its just by-standing life that is taking space of the world.
"Heaven rejects beings like me, even the world of Hell doesn't accepts" even if die where would i go..?
I want answers to my questions, I want god to answer my prayers. I want to be accepted from this world before I past.That is my wish. After this post I declare that today is the beginning of my end.
