I have always told myself that we were just friends.
but it seems the more i said to myself the more I have feelings for you...
when we first met, I tried to be friendly with you, and gain your trust.
I don't know if you think I had feelings for you at that time, but I did.
At the same time I had other mix feelings about you.
Its almost going to be a year that we know each other.
I had tried to go towards you for help~~~~~ but I just can't help myself from staring at you. I understand why you so uncomfortable around me, but can you give me a second chance..?
At first I was quite shocked that you were with 'him' but it made me realize that I just have to let it go and continue forward with this pain I bear around me.
No matter how much I tried to blend in, it seems that everytime I look back you start to just give me the look that says "I despise you". You may not know it but my laughter around you there's always sadness behind them.
I may look happy-go-lucky from the outside but I'm just a very sensitive person from the inside. I bet with all my hopes and happiness on that person, but it just always wants go to you..Never I have thought of having strong feelings for you. but it just did.. =(
