hey everyone hahahahaha..wow! 9 months i never blog hahaha..
how am i?? okay la..haha okay tat was a lie..actualli i'm not okay..
i read my past post and i realize that" ok i think i got abit more better than last time"
feeling.=)
haiz..3 months then we're graduating shit i feels so short and you knw unsatisfied.
i'm really gonna miss kak Ain, Ayul, and everyone, the thought i might not be able to see them makes want to cry my heart out and hug them and tell how i feel deep inside. i knw tat i;m desperate love in the past, but because the love they gave me was so warm that i want to be with them for the rest of my life. I became much more lively, positive, cheerful and happy because of them. haiz i just want to give them a 'BIG HUG' i really do. hehehe. Right Now I'm at home bored nothing to do and abit heart broken. thats why i'm bloggig hehehe. 7,8,9 oct is our chalet and I knw i'm going go wild and release all my tension, pressure, stress sitting at home. i dun care what others say I'm going to stay close around kak Ain.hehehehe. although Ayul is going to be mad.hahaha. sometimes i want to cut open my chest and show the people i love how my heart looks. my heart? how it looks like?.
well its kind of a dark, tormented, broken heart really,hahahaha, yes i knw EMO..
okay then i guess should stop for now..but i would want to say what i always say.
KAK AIN I LOVE YOU!!<3 AyUL you too..hahahaha i can't say i love you to you can I?
hahahaha
pA!5
