hey ppl todae nothing much to actualli type abt coz todae is the same as other days... haiz...
Today nearly lost control over myself... man every single time i stay behind her,*her* face suddenly pop up from my mind...and then my body started to move itself...(scary man). so this is what they called uncalled Lust.
but when i think about it, i started to feel confused...whether or not i like her... this things always give the creeps...nva liked it...
Kesian... akak Rahsia terlepas....haiz...kurangajar punya celaka nye binatang, gi mampus sudah...susah kan hidup orang....
lately cant get enough sleep bcos of that stupid, bloody, atrocious dog up-stairs keep barking almost every single nite..... until must go inside the toilet juz to take a quick nap for my eyes. or else will grow eye-bags.
k la tis is it for now bye...
fA15!!!!
9:06 PM Loved on; Y
Monday, October 26, 2009
hey guys(and gals). todae nothing much. 1st day for Elder Care posting and its like ok la...for todae..hehehehes.
so anyway I got nothing to do since arnd at 7pm??thought maybe can watch some animes, but the problem was i didnt know wad to watch.haiz..so bored can die le...
Tina quit nursing, You Yang quit nursing, Haiyah now onli left me and Suriya to be crazy in CP. luckily cp/ci not her or else can kiss nursing goodbye...
I dun freaking knw why I'm IR(4 those hu du knw wad it means ask personally, if u knw den officially ur smart) heavier recently(so obvious wad it means)stress???cnt be la sia.. I'm gonna get myself killed at tis rate...hahahahaha...
speaking of getting self killed...My heart has half killed me...God it hurts so much...idk y i'm so confused, do i or do i nor like her...AHHHHH!!!!HELP!!!!
Currently on BIG crisis, why?? heres why...: Wax finish Deodarant finish Hair getting more unbearable to see Shortage of Money and Sleep No longer know wad to do at home Keep flirting wif mummi from dusk to dawn. keep getting mood swings all of a sudden and lastly OTAK BOLEH JAHANAM!!
Well thats it for now...Bye..
fA!5 love aizah
11:05 PM Loved on; Y
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I’m Falling Down Into My Shadow Holding my breath I’m waiting on a Deadly Night
Don’t Scary, because the pumpkin coach That the witch drew Can be seen in your eyes
See You In Your Dreams Yeah Baby, even if it’s a scary dream
Fairy Blue For your sake, I smashed the stars And decorated the Black Paper Moon If you’d believe in me! When You’re Lost “Here” I am… “Forever” With Your Soul
If I look up, like the shining moon
Letters emerge on the card That dropped the sweet, crimson jam
Your Destiny, because if you wish for it You can seize Any sort of world in your hands
Don’t get confused No one can destroy it
Fairy Blue The proof of living that you gave me Is the “eternity” known as our bond If you’d shout for me I Will Find You My Dear! No matter where you are Break the spell bound to us
There are times when I can’t believe in anyone And become subservient Nevertheless, your words Are echoing in my chest at anytime
Fairy Blue For your sake, I smashed the stars And decorated the “sign” When you’d lose sight of your dreams and get perplexed I’d like you to look up
Fairy Blue The proof of living that you gave me Is the “trust” known as our bond You’re not alone When You’re Lost “Here” I am… “Forever” With Your Soul
I can make my way to you, if you believe in me
11:40 PM Loved on; Y
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Hey peeps wats up sorri for e lack of update(as usual)busy wif attachment and some stuff.
I'm beginning to realize that I'm getting more of becoming like a girl. Dun even say the 'word' I knw wad u guys are thinking...lols
I dunno i've been getting some unusual moodswings recently, like a girl having mensuration period like that...I get so irritated easily nowadays. I just feel so sick.T DO
For some reasons i've been craving to see 'her'. Even though they said 'she' not angry wif me but i got a bloody freaking weird feeling she is holding a grudge on me for some reason.
I wonder wad will Akak Tembam will say.???
Sometimes our voices will nva peoples ears. Seriously its so frustrating. I DUN WAN TO LOSE ANOTHER GOOD FRIEND FOR FREAKING PEKE SAKE...!!!!! YOU GUYS LOOOOVE BRINGING PEOPLE DOWN DONTCHA. SIMPLY SAYING "IT DOESNT SUITS ME" IS A FUCKING LAME PATHETIC PUUNY EXCUSE... but its still ur life I hope you dun regret the choices you make.
Day by day im losing my mind, its soo frustrating.
8:35 PM Loved on; Y
Friday, October 9, 2009
Hey peeps... today is such a crazy yet pathetic day... Morning woke up from my dads screaming abt breakfast my sis bought for me.. haiz.... morning ppl still sleeping make a fuss onli...so irritating...
As per usual Fridays got to Prayers...aft prayers met up wif Arshad n e rest... ask them abt their special day...and they said "BORING!!!"I guess tis year is much worst than last year...
Aft tat thinking of gng home play Lappie...bt mommy said want to go out. Go Shopping!! I dun knw why... but I'm quite into shopping actualli... Mommy was like: "kau ni ank bujang ke, anak Dara..???!!!" and I jusz gave her a retarded Smile...lols...!!
Haiz, everynite sleep late cause listen Avenged Sevenfold lead guitarists in action Synester Gates...!!!! hahahaha...lols..
well tats it for now, coz dun knw wat else to type...=P Till then. Bye bye..=))
8:51 PM Loved on; Y
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
hey ppl sorrie nva update... but veri lazy la.... holiday dok... muz chill...
well anyway luckily holiday start b4 Raya if nort I'll kill all the section heads in that bloody campus..(hahahaha fierce kan fierce kan...LAME~~~) Glad that during Raya I get to be close with cousin who I didn't talk with since I dun knw when... Not like my other cuzzins hu talk abt ppl behind their back... MAN... uu knw wat I can't believe I used to be so close to them...well can't blame them, they change alot, acting big and sooo innocent like that...pfft.. I may be harsh to them now but if they realize their mistake and apologies to my other cousins then I most probably forgive them...(No offense I knw U guys tink tat I'm such a jerk wif this but its the truth...I nva even go out wif u guys, and u guys dun even invite me but its the truth...I can be veri fun person to be wif.. but wif that attitudes I'm sad to say Sorri get a life...)
Went jalan Raya wiif Dads side mostly...but must admit more fun to be wif...hahahaha even though we didn't complete our Raya...I still had fun wif u guys all..
This year Jalan Raya not that much...only went wif Sec sch frends and ITE frends...hahahhaa Lets start wif Sec frends...One phrase to describe it: KECHORABLE.. hahahaha wen I was wif everione it reminds me of all the things we did in the past... haiz sweet memories... Now for ITE frends....met wif Aminah but made her wait for 10mins...but then she call me and said "eh PAKCIK kau kat mana.???" and I was like PAKCIK...aiyoh... hahahahahaha... waited for Aslam for quite for sometime but waited ppl from east side even more worse. 1hr... we waited for them for 1hr...jeez they sure do knw hw to make ppl wait... Ok nw I'm gng too list the houses we went in order...: Ezza Ezza's bf(sorri cant rmbr e name) Kak Ais Minah Sis's My crib Din Aishah Syahmi Atiqah Aft tat no more...hahaha hafiz house dun knw wen... and wif that amount houses we went of course we finish late...at arnd 11... so me, Aslam, Minah decided to take taxi....it took some time for us to wait for Minah to decide...hahahaha I was kind of disappointed that Shaheen didn't join us( OMG can't believe I said that.lols)wasn't so... kechorable..haiz.. Last wk thurs went to play pool wif Yan and Safwan. And I have to say Safwan got skills damn....nva underestimate him....seriously nva... Last Fri sad news Aslam's dad past away...May his soul Rest in Heaven. We decided to visit Aslam on Mon. and of course how can I nt be surprised they were late nt 1 nt 2 but 3hrs....haiz...shouldn't left home early that day... and now Today went to play pool wif Yan, Safwan, Sherman,Wan Ting and Irfan. but Irfan played one game and then left.. cos he have to go bbq i tink???
haiz nxt wk alreadi start attachment Man... I feel so lazy to go back..... Well tats it for now....till I update soon or later... bye...Oh and rmbr to Tagg me ....dun be lazy like me and not tagg me...OK :))
5:41 PM Loved on; Y
5:41 PM Loved on; Y
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
I saw this video at facebook and it actually made me realize the most important thing that I've forgotten a long time ago... So I'm putting this video to remind everyone what is it that's precious to us...
It was my mistake and now I'm gonna make-up for it... wait for me..
3:26 PM Loved on; Y
*Faiz
Hi... Faiz here officially brought into this corrupted world on
23/11/92, currently in NITEC course Nursing. like me link me, dislike me
well try to get along, hate me fuck off...
