This Hollowpain never Ends

Sunday, November 30, 2008

I am such a bloody jerk.....
I dont blame him if he broke ties with me and him
why do i realise things so slow...
he tried so hard to stop me...
but i didnt cared and just continued
i am just so stupidly selfish....
Please forgive me i know i became a jerk today.....
I understand if you dont want to forgive me but.....
I just want to say im sorry.....
I'm just frustrated about everything....
I didnt get to the point i even lied to you...
I know i cross the line.....
but at that moment i just couldn't stop myself for some reason
Maybe its just im jealous or crazy.....
I will stop interfering with your relationship
I promise. I swear.
This words may be nothing to you
but you have always been there for me
and the rest of us when i need help
you gave hope. When you needed help i always have something
on. I'm sorry if i'm not there for you.
I promise i will try to make it up for you.
To my friend who have been always there for me.
Thank You

Labels: To Ridhwan

8:38 PM Loved on; Y

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Hey people its me sorry for not updating for a long time....
Well lets see yesterday me, my sis, zakiyyan, ridhwan and Danny went bowling
at clementi.
We meet at CCK mrt station and Zakiyyan was so desperate to know what Izra
wrote on her shoe. He even tried using force and my arms hurt.....
In the end we never told him, we did gave him a little clue.( Izra jangan marah )
Then we went to clementi and walk like orang sesak nak mampus
We were like 'eh yan kita kat mana sial. mana tempat nye??'
after a few minutes walk we reach the bowling alley but before that
we had a double belated birthday bash by both birthday boys
which is me and Ridhwan. Sial aje.
After bowling we went to eat ate KFC lepas makan buat tower
hahahaha.
here are some of the pics.
Kaze no Koe

Labels: Bowling

1:36 PM Loved on; Y

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Hahaha finally get my baby back( my comp).
From now on I will always update my anti-virus software....

So yesterday ermmmm. Oh Ya
In the morning my grandma woke me up to join her in a class at
clementi mosque. Its quite fun actually, the teacher told some jokes
which really make me laugh like crazy fool.( well i am a crazy fool )
After that in the afternoon meet Ridhwan and Irfan at CCK MRT.
Irfan was quite late actually.
We went to Jurong to go swimming. The plans is to go to the gym
after that go swimming but then we felt lazy so we just went
swimming. Hehehe.
And so we had a lot of fun there although at some point
me and ridhwan try to catch to some pretty girls
and we lost irfan which we tried to find him all over the place.
After we found him at the wave pool, we talk about some things.
( get the phrase SOME THINGS )
At around 5 we left and went to Jurong Point to eat.
Took the MRT to Lot 1 to photocopy something
And then we went home.

1 lie is better than a thousand truth.
In this life in order to survive
you must first figure out who you are
what is your purpose
what is it that you fear.
If you figure out if I am a liar or not.
I suggest you don't even try to play with me
Human beings will only learn their lesson
when they experience it.
Wheter you lie or not
It will affect your surrondings.
In this conclusion.
YOU DON'T KNOW ME BETTER THAN THEM.
ALL THESE YEAR ARE NOTHING TO ME.
TO BE HONEST, EVEN HE KNOWS WHO I TRULY AM.
By your side I always wear my mask.
you will never know what will happen next
Asobi no Yameta, Majite Kiss Jawwa.

Labels: play time is over is time to get serious

1:33 PM Loved on; Y

Monday, November 10, 2008

Hahahaha.........................

Listen up people, Faiz is no longer blogging until he wants to.
Serve you guys right, taking advantage of my friend like this.
Faiz ask me to tell his unity secondary friends that he just wants to be left alone.
He doesn't want to get involve in all of you anymore. ( some friends you guys are)
You guys seriously want him dead, am I right????!!!!!!!!!

Oh and I want to relay a message from Faiz to this guy name Zakiyyan.
He said 'do whatever you want, why not just steal my whole while you are at it'
Boy this guy must be some jerk(In my opinion).

I don't know what you guys did to Faiz, but he sure is in a very Emo state.
I have never seen Faiz so Emo before.
He stay inside inside his room 24/7 if he doesn't go out.

Oh and one more thing.
Faiz said that he won't see I don't know who on Thursday.
Don't ask me why. But ask Faiz.

Well Goodbye

Labels: relay a message

9:17 AM Loved on; Y